I will never really forget what I went through and was put through in my life on a regular basis, but learn not be bother by what my parents say and never return to live with them.

I was ready for change and no looking back, wish I did it soon but can't change the past and only look at the future and make life about me and not worry about my family who don't deserve as much love as I been giving them and feeding by my time and energy for them, that's I allowed myself to give of my precious time and energy to these people when I knew I deserve them and to be surrounded by loving, good and better people.

Because I am way more and a person without them trying mold me in something that's not me but like there behaviour.

They got issues and have try so hard to  break down so many  my family relations were I felt I could not choose and say I want these people in my life by falling out with them over thinks liking money, accussing someone of being a liar influencing my decisions, hate anyone who helps and believe in what I am capable and support, talking horrible stuff about them when I was feeling vulnerable to messs with my head (their mind games).

I got the energy, headspace, support and encouragement to start doing so much what I want to do and have a enough time fir everything and some fun balance, eat and sleep and feel great because I knew why I am here on earth, given life and put here.