Long overdue best decision

I feel so free, a weight of my shoulders for the time in my life or a long time, I can breathe and relax.

I have more clafity and energy to do stuff, go for walj

Explain what the problem was now to the people who love me and knew I am smart and capable and listen how I feel and care, worry about me.

I can not going back. I was ready for change but my parents love and supportive was sucofarocating insupportable. 

I didn't knew how and needed help and support from some other people other then my parents

I didn't knew how to show the world who I was as a person.

There thought this one guy behaviour towards me was okay.

They turn my eye on how bad I was struggling and trying tell them.

Insult verbally and fat shamed me.

They can't be in my life atm.

I hate them and have no respect fir them because they didn't back.

They lost my respect via their own actions and b