I still can't believe what I had go through by my own parents verbal abuse towards me for many many years.

I am free today to be independent adult, still struggling mental and emotionally to come to terms with the effects of the taruma caused and aftermath.

Can't trust or turn to anyone but one friend who in the same location who had my back through this new capther in my life ( I considered them apart of my family) and few friends I can phone.

Feeling so low, down and crap can't turn to family. Emotionally and mentally I feel low and broken searching for love and support, looking for medical answers.

Feel so alone and empty inside, medically exhuasted and frustrated