I left home nearly a month go, to this day I still have days were I have doubts like am I good enough, am I smart enough, capable and independent, I struggle to understand who am without my parents help and support and independence on them. I wonder if I survive without them this bring a great level of uncertainty and sadden for me.

I start to worry and lose hope. I know this is all in my mind selling my short.

There are moments were I still find myself in my mind dangerously revisiting a environment were I felt less capable then other people.